So I blog

I feel maligned.

I don't wish to explain myself to her. And I didn't. She wouldn't believe me anyway regardless of what I have to say. Classic case of 越描越黑.

But I want to get it out of my system. I don't wish to burden Le Tis or 秋, and no one else knows.

So I blog.

This is the first real instance when my original intention of needing an alternative outlet is SPONTANEOUSLY put into use.

I am not angry. I do not want to get angry. I just need to get it out of my system before it has a chance to morph into anger.

206 days to go.